Keeping Busy

If your on Facebook, you probably know I have an Oncology check up at the end of the week. I'm incredibly nervous. I keep thinking about the day I was diagnosed. The stress, the chemo, hair loss, scans etc... I'm worried... I don't want to go through that again. I have no reason to believe the cancer is back, it's just a normal fear that many go through. The last two nights I've had dreams about the chemo. Last nights dream, I was running through a park, and my hair was falling out behind me.
My Mom is coming up on Tuesday to got to my appt with me. I can't go by myself. It's hard going in and having all the blood work and scans. I need my Mom there to push me through the door.

My friend Nicole, wanted to get my mind off my upcoming appointment so we got together and scrapbooked. I decided to scrapbook some of Zack's baby pictures. I had so much fun doing this, and it got my mind off my worries. I can't wait to start Jourdan and Meghan's book!